we have no health insurance due to my parents being lazy after my stepdad's boss decided to not give employees any special 'bonuses'
"oh we don't need it, it will actually cost us more to have health insurance even though the previous trip to the hospital costs us about 200something"
you don't have to fucking buy me any christmas presents or anything, i just want to go to the doctor
"fine I will call them."
"ok so i told them you have swollen lymph nodes and no other symptoms and they told me that you are fine, your body is working like it should, but if you need to come in, at least wait until the week is over"
i thought i told you to tell them i had pressure in my chest
"oh you're fine, you're just stressed from having the lymph nodes like this, that's all"
i... woke up with this pressure
"yes, you were probably just stressed. now dr ben kim said in this article... blah blah"
"MOM I WANT TO GO TO MY FRIEND'S PLAY TONIGHT"
"ok sure i really don't like doing this school stuff for you but let's go!"
"MOM I NEED TO GO TO MY FRIEND'S VOLLEYBALL GAME TODAY"
"ugh fine, i'll take you but you know, you're being really unfair to everyone btw i'm going to spend incredible amounts of money on halloween candy and other shitty groceries while i'm taking you even though i despise halloween!"
so... it's been more than a week. so we can go to the doctors now right
"you know, the lady is going to be coming here monday and we need to get the roof done before she gets here. i know i could have finished this weeks ago but ____ wanted to know if we could babysit her kids and ____ wanted to talk to me about something (every fucking day). i know i was on the phone with them for 2 hours a day each but this was all VERY IMPORTANT STUFF."
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well on the plus side I can move around fine, after being awake for a few hours the lymph nodes start feeling like they are healing, I'm not bed ridden, but still incredibly stressed
i need ideas people
also we are low on money and my mom doesn't want us to end up homeless just because I had a cold and not anything serious

